The goodbye that hurts.

You leave without saying goodbye, you leave many people behind that miss you, and will never forget you, but you have to go because it a new chapter in your life that needs to be told, and it can only be told by you. You want to be there for the people that love you, you want to be in the place you call home but will that ever happen again or once you step out of that door will you ever return?

You see the house you grew up in and can’t help but think that you will never have that room to call your own again in you life, but you have to say that goodbye, you have to move on, you have to grow up.

You see the people that made you the person you are today, and the one thing that you have always dreaded is the goodbye that you always knew would come. The day it does come you can’t imagine them not in your life, but if you always stayed in the same house and same place your whole life where would the adventure be? You need to have changes in you life, you need to start a new chapter in your life, and sometimes that new chapter does not always include all the people you love.

There will always be goodbyes in your life. There will be ones that are extremely hard and there will be ones that are kind of easy because all along you knew there would be a day that you would have to say goodbye to that person. The ones that are hard are the ones that you never wanted to come, but their coming and their coming fast, some days you feel like there is not enough time to say goodbye to everyone.

There are chapters in everyone’s life that you don’t want to close the book on. There the ones that you look at and wish you could relive over again because they were so amazing.

Why do goodbyes have to hurt, why do you have to make relationship when you know that someday that person will leave? The reason why is because if you never made that friendship or made that bond with that person you would have never loved, and you would not be the person you are today.

New chapters start everyday for people, but I am finally hopping on and taking my journey. I’m ready…..I’m ready to take the journey that has been calling my name for a long time.

Grace.