Sunday, November 7, 2010

Alone in a world that's so big.

I feel alone, like there is no one to turn to, so I turn to the one person I know will always listen. God. He’s here, and willing to love me.

This world is so big, so where do I fit into it all? Where is there a home for me? Life is changing just like the colors on the trees are changing. It’s becoming a new season for me, and this season is going to be a deep season of changes. A time for me to move on, and love a little more. A time for me to believe in the broken, and live in the present.

I feel broken, and lost at times, I feel alone, and I feel like the root of the problem at times. God’s love is all forgiving, but not everyone’s is.

This is a girl I know…or use to know. Someone that searched for her dreams, and fought for what she believed in. She cherished life, and held onto memories. She believed in the broken, and never let things get her down.

This is a girl that believes she’s beautiful in her own skin, and knows she’s loved in different areas of her life. She’s adored. Though this girl, she has a lot of doubts, and is not always on the same page as everyone. When she sets her mind to something it takes a lot for someone to change her opinion.

This girl wants to love. She wants to feel loved. And she wants to have a future filled with babies. She knows life doesn’t always work out as planned, or go the way she wants it to go, but it’s all in God’s plan. He knows the way to her heart, and He longs to love her. She’s searching deeply for Him.

This girl is ready to love, and believe again, she is ready to experience love first hand, and dream with all her heart. She sees the lovely world right in front of her eyes and she wants to explore it. She wants to be everything to one man someday.

This is a girl still searching for her heart, but she’s found that it’s hidden in her Heavenly Daddy. She may be alone in this world, but she will always have her one true love by her side.

Simply Grace.